Men..this one is just for the ladies.
Have I told you how great my pharmacist is to me? Today she seen me looking for something and could see that I was in pain, my husband and all four children were following me through Walgreens. I had already hinted that the crew needed to disband and not play choo choo train. I told her what I was looking for the Monistat one. She helped to get the husband to get the kids elsewhere in the store. (Okay so Jon had worked all night, came home went to church and wanted to be at home in bed). I then told her how bad I was hurting down there and reminded her of alllll of that high powered medicine I have had this week. She said to get the Monistat one, but I need to drink more water (already drinking 1.5 liters a day), eat my yogurt (check, one of the foods I have been told to eat), then she said I needed to get Susteex gummies. So as of right now, I have had two Activia's, four Sustenex gummies, two Alive gummy vitamins and a Dole Smoothie (with yogurt in it for the probiotics).
I was laying in bed crying when my close friend text me to see if I was okay. By this point I was hating everything in life. I am so thankful that on this worst day yet, I had such wonderful husband and my best friend to help me through it. Time and time again, my friend has been there for me for the past 11 years. She lives 1200 miles away, and I absolutely hate it! Yes, this is part of why I was crying as well.
The irony of today is that my pastor told me that I look much happier than he had ever seen me. Yes, this made me cry later as well.
Oh, I know why I am balling so much. Since my hysterectomy I have to use estrogen. About six months ago I switched to the vaginal cream. My dr. says I can use it as I need to. I felt like I really needed to and doubled my normal dose trying to relieve the dryness. Yeah, that will me cry.
I truly have not had this much pain when I was in labor.
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